Tuesday, August 31, 2010

On Sincerity

A reflection on my deeds if it is attached with sincerity.

Allah’s Messenger SAW said: “A person who does something for the sake of show and reputation is like a person who fills up his purse with pebbles and goes to the market to buy something. But when he offers them to the seller, the seller throws them in hsi face. Thus’ there is no benefit to him from his purse except for people’s saying that his purse is full but he cannot buy anything. Similarly, a person who does something for the sake of show and reputation gets nothing but praise from the people but no reward in the next.”

‘Adi ibn Hatim (RAA) reported Allah’s messenger SAW as saying, “On the Day of Resurrection, groups of people will be led toward the Garden until they hear its humming, smell its fragrance, see its palaces and whatever Allah has prepared for its inhabitants. Then a call will be made to turn them away from it, since they have no portion in it. They will then turn away with regret and longing for it, like other groups of people before and after them, They will say, “Our Lord, If you had admitted us to the Fire before showing us what we have seen of the reward you have prepared for your friends, it would have been easier for us.” Then Allah Most High will say, “That is what I intended for you. In privacy you were arrogant towards Me, but when you were among people you were humble towards them, showing off your good deeds, the opposite of what you gave Me in your hearts. You gave people and not to Me. You showed veneration towards people but not to Me, your renunciation was for people but not for Me. Therefore today I am making you taste my grievous punishment and withholding from you my abundant reward”. (Thabrani, Abu Nai’m and Baihaqi).

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Holy Prophet Muhammad (saw) has related: "Three persons from the tribe of Bani Israel got together and started out on a journey. On the way, clouds gathered above them and it started to pour with rain and so they sought shelter in a nearby cave.

Suddenly, a large boulder slipped and blocked the entrance to the cave, trapping the three inside and transforming the day into a dark night for them. They had no other alternative except to turn to Allahn (SWT) for help.

"Let us use our sincere deeds as a means to obtain deliverance from this predicament," suggested one of them. All the others agreed with the suggestion.

One of them said, "O' Lord! You are aware that I have an extremely attractive cousin and that I was infatuated and obsessed with her. One day, finding her alone, I took hold of her and wanted to satisfy my carnal desires, when she spoke out to me saying: O' My cousin! Fear Allah (SWT) and do not harm my chastity. Hearing this, I crushed my lustful tendencies and decided against the evil act. O' Lord! If that deed of mine had been out of absolute sincerity and only for the purpose of acquiring Your pleasure, deliver us from grief and perdition."

Suddenly they witnessed that the huge boulder had moved away a little, faintly brightening up the interior of the cave.

The second person spoke out, "O' Lord! You know that I had a father and a mother, so old that their bodies had bent over due to their excessive age, and that I used to tend to them regularly. One night, having brought them their food, I observed that both of them were asleep. I passed the entire night near them, the food in hand, without waking them up for fear of disturbing them. O' Lord! If this deed of mine had been only for the sake of Your pleasure and happiness, open up a way for us and grant us salvation."

As he completed his speech, the group noticed that the boulder had moved aside a little more.

The third person supplicated, "O' Knower of every hidden and manifest! You know Yourself that I had a worker who used to work for me. When his term had reached its termination, I handed over to him his wages, but he was not pleased and desired more and, in a state of dissatisfaction and displeasure, he went away. I used his wage to purchase a goat, which I looked after separately and very soon I had a flock in my possession. After a period of time, the worker again approached me for his wage and I pointed towards the flock of sheep. Initially, he thought I was ridiculing him, but later, realizing my seriousness, took the entire flock and left. O' Lord! If this act had been prompted by sincerity and had only been for Your pleasure, deliver us from this quandary."

At this point the entire boulder moved aside from the mouth of the cave and all three emerged from it, joyous and ecstatic, and continued their journey.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

The Brain and The Heart

Intellect (brain) one day said to the heart:
'I am a guide to those who have gone astray

Though bound to earth I reach the heaven above
I am destined in the world to show the way

I am the interpreter of the book of life
I am an attribute of divine display

You only a drop of blood
I am the envy of ruby's ray'

'This is all true', replied the heart
'But look at me, be as it may
You look at life's trauma and drama
I see through life's white and grey

You deal with outer manifestations
And I am aware of the inner fray

Knowledge is to you, intuition to me
You seek God, I show you how to pray

Limit of wisdom is restless doubting
I am cure for the malady of dismay

You are a lantern to illuminate a spot
I am a lamp to illuminate a path

You deal with time and space
I deal with Judgement Day

To what lofty place do I belong?
I am the pedestal of God Almighty, I say'

Aql aur Dil (Intellect and Heart) by Mohammad Iqbal

Monday, August 09, 2010

Ushering in Ramadhan

The Time of the Year is just around the corner and I am ushering it in.

I feel that my Ramadhan in Perth is much meaningful, much sweeter and impact me more than when I spend Ramadhan back home. Perhaps the culture there that always associate the coming of Ramadhan with the coming of Eid. Hence, the whole focus is directed towards Eid leaving the true meaning of Ramadhan unsavoured.

“There is a door to heaven called Al-Rayyan through which only fasting people are admitted. It will be asked; where are the fasting people? They stand up. No one is admitted through that door except them. When they have entered, the door will be closed and no one else can get through it.” (Related by Al-Bukhari).



The Messenger of Allah (may Allah bless him and grant him peace) addressed his companions on the last day of Sha`ban, saying, "Oh people! A great month has come over you; a blessed month; a month in which is a night better than a thousand months; month in which Allah has made it compulsory upon you to fast by day, and voluntary to pray by night. Whoever draws nearer (to Allah) by performing any of the (optional) good deeds in (this month) shall receive the same reward as performing an obligatory deed at any other time, and whoever discharges an obligatory deed in (this month) shall receive the reward of performing seventy obligations at any other time. It is the month of patience, and the reward of patience is Heaven. It is the month of charity, and a month in which a believer's sustenance is increased. Whoever gives food to a fasting person to break his fast, shall have his sins forgiven, and he will be saved from the Fire of Hell, and he shall have the same reward as the fasting person, without his reward being diminished at all." [Narrated by Ibn Khuzaymah].

I thank Allah for letting me "see" and "feel" this Ramadhan again. I thank Allah for guiding me from last the Ramadhan to this Ramadhan of His path of mercy. I pledge that this Ramadhan is going to be better than my last one. I pray for Him to let me learn the true meaning of gratitude.

"When My servants ask thee concerning Me, I am indeed close (to them):I listen to the prayer of every suppliant when he calleth on Me: let them also, with a will, listen to My call, and believe in Me: that they may walk in the right way." (Q 2:188).

After all, what is there in Eid for me. I no longer feel the sweetness of Eid ever since dad went to meet his Creator.

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Pintaku Yang Tidak Pernah Cukup

I am too feeble.

I need God for everything, from the smallest to the biggest of favour. Sometimes I feel that I have been asking too much from Him. I am too weak to do anything without His guidance.

Aku telah banyak kali berdoa dan banyak kali juga Allah telah mengurniakannya. Tetapi sebagai manusia kita tak pernah cukup dan akan sentiasa meminta. Meminta dengan Allah tidak seperti meminta dengan manusia. Allah bertambah kasih dengan hambanya yang kerap kali meminta dengan-Nya. Semakin banyak meminta semakin dikasihiNya. Meminta dengan Allah tanda kerdilnya manusia, tanda kecilnya hamba terhadap Pencipta. Meminta dengan manusia punya had. Semakin diminta semakin dibencinya.

Allah tak pernah kurang dan tidak akan lebih. Darjatnya tidak akan berkurang andai semua makhluk ciptaanNya sejak kejadian Adam a.s. menjadi kufur and berpaling terhadapNya. Darjatnya juga tidak akan bertambah andai semua makhluk ciptaanNya menjadi seperti malaikat yang dijadikan semata-mata untuk beribadat kepadaNya. Itu Allah. Tidak memerlukan hambanya untuk mentaatiNya. Taat hamba itu tidak menambah darjatNya tetapi meningkatkan darjat hamba itu sendiri.

Semakin hari aku merasakan yang aku semakin meminta kepadaNya. Bukan tidak puas dengan nikmat. Bukan tidak bersyukur dengan kurniaan. Hati selalu kepingin sesuatu dan aku tidak punya tempat untuk berpaling kecuali kepadaNya.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Books are where my heart lies

I wish I can read all the books in the world. I wish I have all the time in the world to read to my heart's content. Books make me wander to the strange world I was brought into reading it.

I am an avid reader and also and avid book collector. I hope one day I can have a whole room as my official library of all the books that I have read. I enjoy just my looking at my collections. With age, I find that the material that I read became more 'serious' and 'mature'. I started to delve into Islamic history and biographies. My books are non-fiction and very rarely I read fiction.

Now my time is limited. Most of my books I finish in the train or bus to and from work. Some books you could not resist to finish it just to know what happen in the end. Why do we read? I think it is more than filling your free time. We read to comprehend others. We read to feel what the other end is trying to convey to us. We read to understand what happen in the past to learn for the future. I feel empty if I don't read.

It so happen that I bought books more than I could read them. And I still find myself bying more books before I could finish reading the one on the shelf. Some books are not meant to be read page by page, they are meant as references.

My favourite Malay novelist : Shahnon Ahmad
My favourite English novelist : Frank McCourt

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Suasana Hati

Hari ini hati ini masih tidak tenteram. Aku tak punya tempat lain untuk meluahkan perasaan ini kecuali di sini. Dan aku tidak fikir aku boleh meluahkannya kepada sesiapa. Aku pun tak fikir sesiapa perlu tahu apa yang ada dalam hati ini. Mungkin aku keliru antara yang haq dan yang batil. Dan aku juga mungkin keliru tatkala aku meminta kepada Tuhan yang aku fikirkan benar yang mungkin menjadi batil di kala ini.



Dah banyak kali aku berzikir untuk mendamaikan hati ini, namum hati terus merusuh. Entah berapa kali aku telah berdoa untuk menenangkan hati ini. Syaitan terus bermain di hati dan di perasaan ini. Andai aku boleh putar semula masa, mungkin aku akan berikan diri ini kesempatan sekali lagi untuk meluahkannya. Adakala kita meminta namun tidak dikurniakan Tuhan dan adakala kurniaan datang tanpa permintaan. Aku percaya yang Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang kita tidak.

Tatkala ini, hati ini terlalu rapuh yang mungkin rebah menyembah bumi kalau tidak kena keadaan. Aku cuba meyakinkan hati ini bahawa apa yang terjadi adalah terbaik dari Tuhan.



Ya Allah. Pegang hati ini kuat-kuat sebagaiman Engkau pegang hati ibu Nabi Musa a.s. ketika bertemu semua dengan anaknya.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Chapter 71

We sent Noah to his People (with the Command): "Do thou warn thy People before there comes to them a grievous Penalty."

He said: "O my People! I am to you a Warner, clear and open.

That ye should worship God, fear Him and obey me.

"So He may forgive you your sins and give you respite for a stated Term: for when the Term given by God is accomplished, it cannot be put forward: if ye only knew."

He said: "O my Lord! I have called to my People night and day."

"But my call only increases (their) flight (from the Right)."



"And every time I have called to them, that Thou mightest forgive them, they have (only) thrust their fingers into their ears, covered themselves up with their garments, grown obstinate, and given themselves up to arrogance.

"So I have called to them aloud;

"Further I have spoken to them in public and secretly in private,

"Saying, 'Ask forgiveness from your Lord; for He is Oft-Forgiving;

"'He will send rain to you in abundance;

"'Give you increase in wealth and sons; and bestow on you gardens and bestow on you rivers (of flowing water).

"'What is the matter with you, that ye place not your hope for kindness and long-suffering in God,

"'Seeing that it is He that has created you in diverse stages?

"'See ye not how God has created the seven heavens one above another,

"'And made the moon a light in their midst, and made the sun as a (Glorious) Lamp?

"'And God has produced you from the earth growing (gradually),

"'And in the End He will return you into the (earth), and raise you forth (again at the Resurrection)?

"'And God has made the earth for you as a carpet (spread out),

"'That ye may go about therein, in spacious roads.'"

Noah said: "O my Lord! They have disobeyed me, but they follow (men) whose wealth and children give them no increase but only Loss.

"And they have devised a tremendous Plot.

"And they have said (to each other), 'Abandon not your gods: Abandon neither Wadd nor Suwa', neither Yaguth nor Ya'uq, nor Nasr';-

"They have already misled many; and grant Thou no increase to the wrong- doers but in straying (from their mark)."

Because of their sins they were drowned (in the flood), and were made to enter the Fire (of Punishment): and they found- in lieu of God- none to help them.

And Noah, said: "O my Lord! Leave not of the Unbelievers, a single one on earth!

"For, if Thou dost leave (any of) them, they will but mislead Thy devotees, and they will breed none but wicked ungrateful ones.

"O my Lord! Forgive me, my parents, all who enter my house in Faith, and (all) believing men and believing women: and to the wrong-doers grant Thou no increase but in perdition!"

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Flutters



Of late my heart flutters. It flutters from the old memory that has recently resonated, thus disturbing my feelings. I never thought that it would have any weigh on my memory but only until recently when I stumbled upon the writing that this heart of mine start to flutters. I suddenly long for the old memories. But this longing would not change anything.

I try to describe this feeling. Everytime I tried to I could not help but feeling guilty, remorse.

Regrets? I don't know. It is too far-reaching now. I will only watch from far.

When will this heart stop fluttering? May Allah rest His hand on my heart.

p/s: Hati ini terus bergetar, berdebar. Tiba-tiba aku rindu.

Matters of the Heart

I have always been fascinated by the subject human heart. Not the physical heart but rather the spiritual heart. It has been used to define a character of a person or even a nation as mentioned in the Quran. In many cultures the heart has been used metaphorically to describe the state of being e.g. hard hearted, warm-hearted etc. However I am more interested on the spiritual aspects of the heart. I resort to the Quran and there are numerous scripts mentioning the severity or the gravity for a pure, clean heart. To obtain a pure, clean heart should be the ultimate goal for everyone who believes in the Hereafter.

Surely in the human breast is a lump of flesh. If sound then the whole body is sound. If corrupt then the whole body is corrupt. Is not the heart? (Muhammad s.a.w)

Blessed are the pure at heart, for they shall see God. (Jesus a.s)

No wealth could substitute for a pure heart during the Judgement Day.


The Day when there will not benefit [anyone] wealth or children. But only one who comes to Allah with a sound heart." (As-Shua’ra : 88-89).

It is so significant that before the Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) was taken on the Night Journey, his heart was cleansed by Jibrail signifying the importance of a clean heart before meeting his Creator.

Sh Hamza Yusuf in his book Purification of the Heart mentioned that “If we examine the trials and tribulations all over earth, we’ll find that they are rooted in human hearts”.

In His wrath (for those who turn against Allah), Allah will turn their hearts and liken them to worse than animals for they have hearts but do not make use of it to understand the religion.


In their hearts is disease, so Allah has increased their disease; and for them is a painful punishment because they [habitually] used to lie. (Al-Baqarah:10)


And We have certainly created for Hell many of the jinn and mankind. They have hearts with which they do not understand, they have eyes with which they do not see, and they have ears with which they do not hear. Those are like livestock; rather, they are more astray. It is they who are the heedless. (Al-A’raf:179)

And He guided whom He wishes to guide. It is incumbent upon us to always ask from Him to guide us in the right path.


So whoever Allah wants to guide - He expands his breast to [contain] Islam; and whoever He wants to misguide - He makes his breast tight and constricted as though he were climbing into the sky. Thus does Allah place defilement upon those who do not believe. (Al-An’am:125)


And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided. (Al-Baqarah:186)

Indeed in the remembrance of Allah does the heart find peace.


Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah . Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured." (Al-Ra’d:28)

According to Wabisah bin Ma'bad, radiyallahu 'anhu, who said:
I came to the Messenger of Allah, sallallahu 'alayhi wasallam, and he said: "You have come to ask about righteousness ?" " Yes," I answered. He said: "Consult your heart. Righteousness is that about which the soul feels tranquil and the heart feels tranquil, and sin is what creates restlessness in the soul and moves to and fro in the breast, even though people give you their opinion (in your favour) and continue to do so."

[A good hadith transmitted from the Musnads of the two Imams, Ahmad bin Hanbal and Al-Darimi]

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

On Being a Leader



This touches my heart. It makes me believe that people can be sincere, truly sincere in expressing his/her feelings upon encountering someone that has (or sincerely trying to) brought changed to a nation. The lady expresses what she feels and who Ahmadenijad in her eyes and we can see that she speaks from her heart. She expects nothing in return but I can see how satisfy she was being able to convey her feelings to the leader that she admires (and I begin to admire him now too).

Being a leader is not about being able to speak rhetorically.
Being a leader is not about convincing people that their lives will change should he be elected.
Being a leader is not about sweet talking, all words but no action.

Being a leader is about doing things sincerely for the benefit of the masses and not for himself as leadership is a responsibility not a previlege.

It does not matter should no one appreciate.
It does not matter should you loose friends along the way.

With sincererity, you will find someone as humble as the lady to speak out about you and it should make you look to the ground and thank Allah for giving you a sincere heart of a leader.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

On Knowledge

From link I found in Facebook....

Ketahuilah, salah seorang murid Al Ghazali yang telah menyertai gurunya selama bertahun-tahun bertanya-tanya kepada dirinya. Ia berguru, menemani dan melayani gurunya dalam waktu yang cukup lama. Berbagai ilmu dan pengalaman spiritual telah diperolehnya, tetapi ia masih merasa ragu terhadap dirinya. Ia berkata kepada dirinya, "Saya telah membaca berbagai macam ilmu. Usiaku habis untuk belajar dan mengumpulkan bermacam-macam ilmu. Hingga sekarang saya tidak mengetahui ilmu yang mana yang bermanfaat bagiku dan menemaniku kelak di alam kubur. Saya juga tidak tahu ilmu mana yang tidak bermanfaat bagiku sehingga saya harus meninggalkannya. Padahal Rasulullah saw. telah berdoa: "Ya Allah, sesungguhnya saya berlindung denganMu dari ilmu yang tidak bermanfaat."

Ia terus berfikir dan berfikir sampai akhirnya memutuskan untuk menulis surat kepada gurunya, Al Ghazali. Ia mengadukan kepadanya kegelisahan hatinya dan meminta nasihat. Ia memang mengaku sudah banyak memperoleh pelajaran dari gurunya, tetapi yang dicari belum ditemukan. Salah satu ucapan yang disampaikan kepada gurunya adalah sebagai berikut: "Beberapa buku karangan Syeikh, seperti Kitab Ihya’ dan kitab-kitab yang lain memang sudah menjawab masalah saya. Akan tetapi, maksud saya di sini adalah agar Syeikh menuliskan untuk saya nasihat yang tertulis hanya dalam beberapa lembar kertas. yang saya boleh membawanya sepanjang hidup saya dan mengamalkannya."
Kemudian Al Ghazali menulis jawapan. Surat itu kepada muridnya sebagaimana berikut.



Ilmu adalah Untuk Diamalkan
Ketahuilah, wahai anakku yang mulia dan sahabat yang ikhlas, - semoga Allah mengekalkan ketaatanmu kepadaNya dan melangkahkan kakimu dijalan para kekasihNya-, Sesungguhnya tebaran nasihat ditulis dari sumber risalah Rasulullah saw. Jika nasihat dari beliau telah sampai kepadamu, maka nasihat apa lagi yang kamu perlukan dariku. Jika belum sampai, maka katakan kepadaku apa yang telah kamu peroleh selama bertahun-tahun ini dari ilmu yang telah kau raih? Sementara pada saat yang sama engkau habiskan waktumu mencari ilmu itu.

Wahai Anakku di antara nasihat Rasulullah saw. yang sangat berharga adalah sabda beliau ini:
"Tanda-tanda Allah berpaling dari hambaNya adalah kesibukan hamba itu dengan sesuatu yang tidak berarti. Jika seseorang sesaat saja dari usianya hilang untuk sesuatu yang tidak berguna bagi tujuan penciptaannya, maka patut baginya mendapatkan kerugian yang panjang: dan barangsiapa telah melewati 40 tahun dan kebaikannya tidak mengalahkan keburukannya, maka bersiap-siaplah ke neraka."

Nasihat ini sudah cukup bagi orang yang benar-benar ahli ilmu. Wahai Anakku, urusan nasihat sangat mudah, yang sulit adalah menerima nasihat. Karena menerima nasihat bagi hawa nafsu terasa pahit, sementara larangan-larangan itulah yang disukai oleh sebagian besar manusia, khususnya bagi orang yang hanya sibuk mencari ilmu, dimana ilmunya tersebut digunakan hanya untuk memperoleh keagungan dan kemulian dunia. Dengan upayanya mencari ilmu itu - dia hanya bertujuan untuk mendapatkan ilmu semata - bukan untuk diamalkan - agar ilmu tersebut dinisbatkan kepadanya.

Dengan demikian orang akan berkata "Si Fulan seorang yang berilmu (sarjana, master, doktor dll -pentj) dan mulia". Orang yang terakhir ini hidupnya hanya sibuk mengurusi nafsu dan memasuki lorong-lorong kehidupan dunia. Ia mengira bahwa dengan mendapatkan ilmu semata, kehidupannya akan selamat dan terlepas dari kesengsaraan. Ia tidak perlu amal. Ini adalah keyakinan para ahli falsafah. Mahasuci Allah. Ia tidak mengetahui ketentuan ini ketika sudah mendapatkan ilmu dan tidak mengamalkannya, ia justeru berhujjah dengan sekian banyak dalil yang memperkuat kesimpulannya bahwa ilmu untuk ilmu, bukan untuk amal. Rasulullah saw. bersabda: "Manusia yang mendapatkan azab paling berat di akhirat adalah orang yang berilmu yang Allah tidak memberikan kemanfaatan atas ilmunya."

Imam Ahmad dan al-Bayhaqi meriwayatkan dari Mansur Ibn Zadan yang berkata, "Telah sampai kabar kepada kami, bahwa apabila orang berilmu tidak memperoleh manfaat dari ilmunya itu, para penghuni Neraka berteriak karena mencium baunya yang busuk. Mereka—para penghuni neraka itu— berkata kepadanya, "Apa yang telah kamu perbuat, wahai orang jelek? Kamu telah mengganggu kami dengan baumu yang busuk. Apakah tidak cukup bagimu rasa sakit dan keburukan kami?" Orang yang berilmu itu menjawab, "Dulu, aku ini orang berilmu, tetapi aku tidak memperoleh manfaat dari ilmuku."

Diriwayatkan bahwa Al Junaidi setelah wafat memperlihatkan dirinya dalam tidurku, lalu ditanyakan kepadanya, "Apa kabar. hai Abu Al Qasim (panggilan Al Junaidi)?" Ia menjawab, "Semua ungkapan (ilmu) telah rusak dan isyarat-isyarat (ilmu yang lebih dalam) juga musnah. Tidak ada yang memberi kami manfaat kecuali rakaat-rakaat yang kami rukuk di tengah malam."



Wahai Anakku, Janganlah kamu menjadi orang yang rugi disebabkan amalmu, dan jangan pula batinmu dalam keadaan kosong dari dzikir pada Allah. Yakinlah bahwa ilmu semata tidak mungkin bisa diandalkan.
Contohnya, seandainya seorang laki-laki gagah di tengah gurun sendirian memiliki sepuluh pedang India yang sangat ampuh dan beberapa pusaka lainnya. Laki-laki itu dikenal pemberani dan pahlawan perang.

Kemudian seekor singa yang sangat besar menghampirinya dan sedia menerkamnya. Apa pendapatmu, apakah senjata-senjata yang hebat itu mampu mencegah lelaki itu dari terkaman singa jika ia tidak menggunakan dan menghayunkannya kepada singa? Sudah pasti senjata-senjata itu tidak mampu melindunginya kecuali dengan digerak-gerakkan.

Demikian juga jika seseorang telah membaca 100.000 masalah ilmiah dan berhasil menguasainya. tetapi tidak mengamalkannya, maka ilmu-ilmu itu tidak akan memberinya manfaat kecuali dengan mengamalkannva.
Contoh lain. jika seseorang sakit kuning, dan ia mengetahui bahwa kesembuhannya hanya dengan ramuan ubat tertentu yang telah dikuasainya, maka ia tidak mungkin sembuh kecuali dengan meminum ubat itu.

Seandainya kamu telah belajar puluhan tahun, membaca banyak buku dan menguasai berbagai macam ilmu, lalu kamu menyimpan kitah-kitab sebagai bahan koleksi peribadi, maka semua itu tidak akan menolong dan menjadikanmu mendapatkan manfaat kecuali dengan mengamalkannya.

Allah swt. berfirman:

"Dan bahwa manusia tidak memperoleh selain apa yang telah diusahakannya." (QS. Al Najm: 39).
"Barangsiapa mengharap perjumpaan dengan Tuhannya. maka hendaklah ia mengerjakan amal yang soleh." (QS. Al Kahfi: 110).

"Sebagai pembalasan dari apa yang selalu mereka kerjakan." (Qs. Al Taubah: 82).

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh. bagi mereka adalah syurga Firdaus menjadi tempat tinggal. Mereka kekal di dalamnya. mereka tidak ingin berpindah darinya." (QS. Al Kahfi: 107-108).

"Kecuali orang-orang yang bertaubat, beriman dan mengerjakan amal soleh." (Qs. Al Furqan: 70).

Apa pula pendapatmu tentang hadis berikut ini:

"Islam dibangun di atas lima [dasar]: bersaksi bahwa tidak ada Tuhan kecuali Allah dan Muhammad adalah utusan Allah, menegakkan shalat., mengeluarkan zakat, berpuasa Ramadhan, dan berhaji ke Baitullah bagi yang mampu."

Iman adalah diucapkan dengan lidah, dibenarkan dengan hati dan dilakukan dengan anggota tubuh. Dalil yang menunjukkan keharusan beramal lebih banyak daripada orang yang menghitung-hitung bahawa seseorang boleh sampai ke syurga berkat keutamaan dan kemuliaan Allah. Akan tetapi, hal ini hanya mungkin tercapai setelah orang itu melakukan ketaatan dan beribadah kepadaNya, kerana rahmat dan keutamaan Allah hanya untuk orang-orang yang mendekati kebaikan. Yakni golongan orang baik.

Seandainya dikatakan pula hahwa syurga boleh dicapai dengan iman semata, maka kami jawab, "Benar, tetapi sampai bila?" Berapa banyak rintangan yang menuju syurga yang harus dipangkas jika benar-benar ingin sampai. Tentangan pertama adalah tentangan iman. Apakah iman yang dimilikinya berhasil dipertahankan dan tidak tercabut dari hatinya, atau sebaliknya? Jika imannya selamat, apakah ia tidak termasuk orang yang khianat atau rugi? Hasan Basri berkata. "Allah pada hari kiamat akan berkata kepada hamba-hambaNya, "Masuklah, hai hamha-hambaKu ke surga sebab rahmatKu dan berbahagialah kamu dengan amalmu."

Wahai Anakku, selama kamu tidak beramal, maka kamu tidak mendapatkan upah (pahala).
Dikisahkan hahwa seorang lelaki Bani Israil telah menyembah Allah selama 70 tahun. Allah swt. ingin memperlihatkannya kepada para malaikat, Maka diutuslah satu malaikat untuk memberikan khabar kepadanya bahwa ibadah yang selama ini dilakukannya belum menjadikannya layak masuk syurga. Ketika khabar itu diterimanya, ia menjawabnya demikian. "Kami memang diciptakan untuk ibadah. Karena itu, kami harus menyembahNya." Ketika malaikat itu kembali dan menghadap Allah, ia mengadu, "Tuhanku, Engkau lebih tahu atas apa yang ia katakan." Allah pun menjawab, "Jika ia tidak berpaling dari beribadah kepada Kami, maka Kami bersama kemuliaan Kami tidak berpaling darinya. Saksikanlah, hai malaikat-malaikatKu, sesungguhnya Aku telah mengampuninya."

Rasulullah saw. bersabda:
"Hisablah diri kamu sebelum kamu dihisab dan timbanglah amal kamu sebelum [amal] kamu ditimbang."

Ali bin Abi Thalib r.a. berkata, "Barangsiapa mengira bahawa dengan tanpa amal boleh sampai [kesyurga], maka ia seorang yang berangan-angan (pengkhayal). Barangsiapa mengira bahwa ia boleh sampai [ke syurga] hanya kerana amalnya, bererti ia adalah orang yang tidak perlukan [rahmat Allah]."

Al Hasan berkata, "Mencari syurga dengan tanpa amal adalah satu di antara dosa-dosa [besar]." la juga berkata, "Tanda kebenaran yang hakiki adalah meninggalkan perbuatan yang memperhatikan amal dan bukan meninggalkan amal."

Rasulullah saw. bersabda: "Orang yang cerdik adalah orang yang jiwanya dekat (pendek) dan beramal untuk sesuatu sesudah mati. Orang yang bodoh adalah orang yang mengikuti hawa nafsu dan mengangan-angankan Allah dengan angan-angan kosong." Wallahualam bissawab

Monday, July 19, 2010

Re-Lifing My Writing

I almost forgot that I have got a blog (which not many plp know anyway). I came across "someone's" blog and feel that I should re-start writing. I saw that my last post dated 2nd August 2008 and that is close to 2 years ago!

In 2 years time a lot happened. My milestone changes. I fell in love, got married, went to honeymoon, changed company (again!) but overall I am still me. Pretty much the same. I suppose the reason that stop writing because I feel that there was not much interesting happened to me. Perhaps it is just me that has no feeling to the things that happen to and around me.

I think I should begin to start to 'feel' what life really is. Start to appreciate the things around me and start thinking that I will not always get what I want in life because God knows what is good for His servant.

Just a quick summary of the things that happen in my life for the past 2 years...







I got married.



Went for honeymoon





Went to China



But I am still the old me.