Sunday, May 28, 2006

There goes another of my birthday

There goes another one of my birthday party with friends. I have nothing special to write here about that. The same thing happen evenry year with Li grumbling not wanting to go to Japanese and we went to Fast Eddy's instead for dinner. we head to Hit Studio next for 3 hours of karaoke and I really love it!! And... I did something stupid again that night! :(

Thursday, May 04, 2006

A Life Revisited

I have grown to be lazy to write here. Probably nothing interesting that happens in my life at the moment. As for now, I have been working for about 3 months here and still looking for the right tune to switch my life from this transition. I realize that when you work your desires grow and without realizing you can never earn enough. My bad! Still busy settling down over here in Perth and still have difficulties in managing in finance. Hopefully, I will get through it soon.

I am still looking to accommodate this hollow in my heart and been worrying about it for sometimes. I begin to feel the pressure of it and loneliness further solidify the feelings. Just need someone to lash out how I feel and I do not have the guts to do it yet. I was just wondering is it worth while worrying about that? It is not so much that I worry but more of a feeling-sharing thingy kinda things. Been praying really hard but still waiting for the God above to listen to me. I do not know how and why He structures my life as it is. Mundane and monotonous. Will keep on praying!