Perhaps I should just let my heart decide on its own matter. The interference of mind will sometimes make things complicated as mind decides base on logic and matters of the heart are matters of emotional not logical. It is kind of tricky when someone gets into your life and the state of your emotion changed due to commitment, happiness but you still act the same. It is really hard for me to describe the situation I am in now. I am just not the kind of person to express feeling into words or actions. I need to learn to be more appreciative of my environment i.e. the people around me, things that I have etc. It sounds easy but matters of the heart involves emotions and emotions are unpredictable. Sometimes you can be cold hearted towards a person and sometimes you can be the most gentle person. Sometimes you can be very sensitive and sometimes very insensitive. Sometimes you can be very easily hurt and sometimes you could not care less. It is just hard to put a solid line defining the two extremes emotional states.
