Monday, June 11, 2007

Same Life Still

This is my 6th year in Australia, Perth in particular. I don't know if I can call Perth home now and I don't know how much longer I am going to spend pieces of my life here. Truly I have no plan for my future. I am still ruminating upon my future. Right now I am still wondering aimlessly as far as my future is concerned. I don’t really know what I want to be in the years ahead.

I’d love to see the world. I’d love to experience different cultures and see wonders of the world. I have been craving to travel the globe but just some constraints holding me back i.e. time, money etc. Perhaps I want a different environment to refresh my thoughts and merely just to broaden my horizon. At this point of time, I cannot say that I have the freedom to do that as yet.



I want to take a moment to say thank you to everyone who has somehow shaped my life be it coincidentally or deliberately. I thank God for his love and blessings granted upon me and sometimes I forgot how forgetful I am not to thank him. It happens to me that everything that I wished once upon a time was granted now and sometimes I even forgot that I used to wish it before. Just as yesterday while I was walking down the terrace on the way back home, I was sparked by this thought that I wanted a Camry before when I was a fresh university student back in 2002 and now God granted it to me some 4 years after that. I only realized it yesterday after about a year having that car. We always think that wish never comes true but for me it does, it is just time that separates us. I thank God for innumerable things he granted me and complemented my life with.

I thank my friends, my long lost friend, close friends or friends I never met. I learn a lot from them and I have hurt some of them a lot too. I have to say that I am very insensitive towards someone’s feelings but very sensitive upon my feelings. That is just unfair of me I guess. Now I learn that to be solemn at times is very rewarding. We can always be the focusing character of a situation but I have to learn that that will not last long. Everyone has his own fair share of time in this world it is just that I have to remind myself that I among the lucky few.